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My horoscope says:

You are highly motivated today, yet you're not likely to show your cards now. It's not that you are specifically attempting to be secretive; it's just that you know more than others think you do -- and you'll be better off if you can keep it this way for a while longer.

I always had a feeling that i knew more than others and now Astrology has confirmed it, YES! Good, old, reliable horoscope. Just as reliable as anything else you hear. It's just what you make out of it.

Things are changing...again, so fast. One minute you're up and one minute you're down. One minute I'm sitting at my desk in the corporate world and the next minute I'm wearing a school girl outfit doing "price my pride" in San Francisco. An actual gag where you get paid to do stupid, humilitating things.

For a girl that wants fame, I certainly got it. Humility is not something that comes easily for me, which makes me the perfect person to send out into society to cause a ripple in the waters. I have little to no shame when it comes to embarrassment, for a good cause of course. The cause...making people laugh, or in this case..MONEY.

My life is now truly beginning to split between my several different personalities. I mean, what makes a person interesting? Variety, Versatility, uniqueness, and sometimes just being different in your thinking. I myself, at this point consider myself a corporate puppy by day, obedient, loyal, and eager to please (yet i still manage to pee on the rug every once in a while, sorry, still in training).

At night, when I have no bosses, no rules but my own, there is other part, the dangerous daredevil vixen by night(and weekends thanks to the beautifully systematic 9-5 job). This part of me seeks adventure, danger, and attention. It gets me into trouble, but not the Lindsey Lohan kind of trouble. I'm smart enough not to drink and drive at ALL, not to mention again and again (she's one stupid girl, had it all..tossed it to the curb!). I'm talking the kind of trouble that russles some feathers, makes some people laugh, or cry, depending on how you take it.

At this point in my life, the two worlds are fighting, competing, and wanting to merge, as they always have. Yet, the puppy needs to grow to be a dog before he can be off on it's own. And for the vixen in me, she will forever be fighting to come out. In my opinion, it ain't a crime if you don't get caught! Hee Hee

Intersting how sometimes, just sometimes, these random words yeild an accurate situation..

You might work harder than usual now, for you believe that you need to make a significant commitment to your career -- especially if you are to reach your goals. Keep in mind that your fear of failure may be the surface of a deeper issue. Your critical self-judgment may stem from your uneasiness with your own ambitions. Try being more accepting of what you have already accomplished instead of worrying about what's next.

i wish i could, and i'm trying!

Now that i have this blog, all i want to do is write about everything is see! It's also hard to separate work and active learning for me right now. Since the concept is fairly new to me and the industry is advancing, making that new everyday, I really have my hands and mind busy.

Take for example this M&Ms game, it's for the resurfacing of the "dark chocolate peanut M&M", which happens to be a favorite among many people i know. The game is an interactive banner which is also a game (the only thing really keeping peoples' interest on the Internet these days) where you have to locate 50 horror movies. In about 15 minutes, I only got 17!

So, what's the point? Advertisers want people to click on their banner. Not only do they want you to interact with the banner, but they also want you to stay...and then COME BACK. With a game that is challenging, fun, and includes save and pause, the amount of time the user is going to spend on this is pretty high.

These banners are getting better and better, which makes me happy because they are smarter, more involved, making us not only these zombie computer users, but the actual entity that makes the Internet thrive.

So...this is a Blog: Life is a RollerCoaster baby!

Crazy things have been happeining all around lately. My new job has taken me by a whirlwind and I love it! There are so many things on my mind, in my heart, and on the tip of my tounge that i want to share with everyone!!!

It seems everyone is so close, usually just a click away (i'll be doing a lot of interactive linguo talk now, so learn up!), however we are all so far apart. It is so hard to connect with people these days. That's why i'm trying to reach out the only way people will listen now...online.

Don't have much time, but would love to hear from anyone out there....